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  • 16 Sep 2015
    Well a little bit of self-belief and confidence does me good. Went over to Pinks on saturday and felt sp invigorating although initially felt like I needed someone stronger than a diet coke! Big weekend out at Pink's felt utterly wonderful and so, so good to be me. No pretence, no hiding, just me as Carol. Everybody without fail was wonderful, really relaxing . Met a wonderful couple from JB Fashions  who I could have chatted to all day and from whom a brought a watch and bracelet. Misstresses (Celeb Wigs) were really good too and have an appointment 17/09 for a new wig (shorter). I would also like to say that I told my wife all about Pinks so she knew where I going and, that I was happy for her to come with me and, would go 'drab' if she was more comfortable. Although my wife didn't come (she has a very, bad back) telling her has helped and, finances permitting is happy for me to go to a BNO. Sparkle next year would be fantastic but it is the same weekend as a very big birthday for my wife so am sad to say that is off - at least for the time being. Lots of love, kisses and great lippy    
    612 Posted by Carol Tights
  • Well a little bit of self-belief and confidence does me good. Went over to Pinks on saturday and felt sp invigorating although initially felt like I needed someone stronger than a diet coke! Big weekend out at Pink's felt utterly wonderful and so, so good to be me. No pretence, no hiding, just me as Carol. Everybody without fail was wonderful, really relaxing . Met a wonderful couple from JB Fashions  who I could have chatted to all day and from whom a brought a watch and bracelet. Misstresses (Celeb Wigs) were really good too and have an appointment 17/09 for a new wig (shorter). I would also like to say that I told my wife all about Pinks so she knew where I going and, that I was happy for her to come with me and, would go 'drab' if she was more comfortable. Although my wife didn't come (she has a very, bad back) telling her has helped and, finances permitting is happy for me to go to a BNO. Sparkle next year would be fantastic but it is the same weekend as a very big birthday for my wife so am sad to say that is off - at least for the time being. Lots of love, kisses and great lippy    
    Sep 16, 2015 612
  • 06 Sep 2015
    First of all, sorry have been very erratic and less than reliable (especially on messages) about posting on this fab site. Well I did yesterday what was a huge step for me. Out in public as Carol. Things yesterday dropped into place. Could not get a ticket for my team yesterday (Luton Town were away at Cambridge for a 3-1 win!) and after weightwatchers weigh in along with Tesco neither myslelf nor my wife felt like going out. After a pretty crappy week I needed to get out for an hour or 2. Not sure what happenned but I was decisive (miracle) stuck heels, short sleeved blouse etc into a rucksack. Stopped in a layby - I know I must stop loitering in them! - to change and apply make up and accidentally gave a lorry driver a  flash. He didn't As I said, kept my outfit very simple wearing dark jeans, black 2 inch heeled slingbacks with a white short sleeved blouse. Incidentally, wore tights and nice undies under my jeans. Scared to bloody death at first but after giving myself a good talking too, I felt so wonderfully alive. You know what, nobody batted an eyelid. John Lewis, Costa Coffee and Ann Summers the last one being just for batteries - honest! Indeed, the only comment was in Ann Summers where the girls said I looked wonderful but said I should have worn a skirt because I of my long legs. Can handle that! I know it wasn't for long and when I can 'arrange' to go out again but, I FELT ALIVE!!! Am now going mad though. Pinks have their big day out from 11am till 6.30pm next saturday so - at moment - look out Pinks, Carol could be out again! Love and great lippy to all xxxxxxxxxx
    586 Posted by Carol Tights
  • First of all, sorry have been very erratic and less than reliable (especially on messages) about posting on this fab site. Well I did yesterday what was a huge step for me. Out in public as Carol. Things yesterday dropped into place. Could not get a ticket for my team yesterday (Luton Town were away at Cambridge for a 3-1 win!) and after weightwatchers weigh in along with Tesco neither myslelf nor my wife felt like going out. After a pretty crappy week I needed to get out for an hour or 2. Not sure what happenned but I was decisive (miracle) stuck heels, short sleeved blouse etc into a rucksack. Stopped in a layby - I know I must stop loitering in them! - to change and apply make up and accidentally gave a lorry driver a  flash. He didn't As I said, kept my outfit very simple wearing dark jeans, black 2 inch heeled slingbacks with a white short sleeved blouse. Incidentally, wore tights and nice undies under my jeans. Scared to bloody death at first but after giving myself a good talking too, I felt so wonderfully alive. You know what, nobody batted an eyelid. John Lewis, Costa Coffee and Ann Summers the last one being just for batteries - honest! Indeed, the only comment was in Ann Summers where the girls said I looked wonderful but said I should have worn a skirt because I of my long legs. Can handle that! I know it wasn't for long and when I can 'arrange' to go out again but, I FELT ALIVE!!! Am now going mad though. Pinks have their big day out from 11am till 6.30pm next saturday so - at moment - look out Pinks, Carol could be out again! Love and great lippy to all xxxxxxxxxx
    Sep 06, 2015 586
  • 08 Jul 2014
    Hi all,   Just a short one as an update to the previous. I have booked myself a makeover for the 31st July and have brought  a new dress and skirt. Think I need at least another outfit and shoes to match. Next stage getting my legs waxed, before 31st. Looking forward to it with nervous excitement and once done, will post the piccies on here Love, happiness and great lippy to all xxx
    788 Posted by Carol Tights
  • Hi all,   Just a short one as an update to the previous. I have booked myself a makeover for the 31st July and have brought  a new dress and skirt. Think I need at least another outfit and shoes to match. Next stage getting my legs waxed, before 31st. Looking forward to it with nervous excitement and once done, will post the piccies on here Love, happiness and great lippy to all xxx
    Jul 08, 2014 788
  • 22 Jun 2014
    Sorry haven't posted any blog for a while (or much of anything). Have let myself get in a rut and sat on my not inconsiderable backside and let things just drift along. Have sat and done some thinking and asked myself some questions. I am still taking every oppurtunity to be Carol and with stresses at work and at home this has become - at times- my only source of happiness. My relationship with my wife has just drifted and although I still talk about my feelings and importantly Sarah's things do not feel the same. It is down to me. I have been making (fairly pathetic ones) excuses about not going out as Carol, worrying about ordering and buying clothes, worrying about being me at work. Worrying for the sake of worrying. Carol needs to move forward for my own well being. New clothes have been ordered and I am booking a makeover to get some new piccies done. Above all else I need to get myself out into the sun, so to speak. Still have respect for my wifes feelings but if I don't make positive moves now I will continue in this rut. For some people I am probably being a bit pathetic (they are probably right). I have to make the effort to get to Pinks in Milton Keynes for their B.N.O. and be me - be Carol. Sounds simple I know, but I am now stopping thinking about it and putting a plan together. My local beauty treament centre (not Wickes!) is The Belmore Centre in Aylesbury and, is literally 5 mins away. I have emailed them, explained who I am and what I am looking for (make up tips, poss. makeover ideas). A reply was received yesterday and yes they can help me, yes it can be discreetly if required. They recommended I make an appointment with there head person there. In the next month I am making an appointment, booking the day off and getting myself made up and, a leg wax. The above will be done with my wifes knowlege but for once, I am not going to bottle it. I have reached the point that I need to come out of my shell and be happy, be Carol. Thank you for listening to my rantings but it feels good to get my comments down. Lots and lots of love, hugs, kisses and great lippy to all xxxxxxxxxxx Carol  
    848 Posted by Carol Tights
  • Sorry haven't posted any blog for a while (or much of anything). Have let myself get in a rut and sat on my not inconsiderable backside and let things just drift along. Have sat and done some thinking and asked myself some questions. I am still taking every oppurtunity to be Carol and with stresses at work and at home this has become - at times- my only source of happiness. My relationship with my wife has just drifted and although I still talk about my feelings and importantly Sarah's things do not feel the same. It is down to me. I have been making (fairly pathetic ones) excuses about not going out as Carol, worrying about ordering and buying clothes, worrying about being me at work. Worrying for the sake of worrying. Carol needs to move forward for my own well being. New clothes have been ordered and I am booking a makeover to get some new piccies done. Above all else I need to get myself out into the sun, so to speak. Still have respect for my wifes feelings but if I don't make positive moves now I will continue in this rut. For some people I am probably being a bit pathetic (they are probably right). I have to make the effort to get to Pinks in Milton Keynes for their B.N.O. and be me - be Carol. Sounds simple I know, but I am now stopping thinking about it and putting a plan together. My local beauty treament centre (not Wickes!) is The Belmore Centre in Aylesbury and, is literally 5 mins away. I have emailed them, explained who I am and what I am looking for (make up tips, poss. makeover ideas). A reply was received yesterday and yes they can help me, yes it can be discreetly if required. They recommended I make an appointment with there head person there. In the next month I am making an appointment, booking the day off and getting myself made up and, a leg wax. The above will be done with my wifes knowlege but for once, I am not going to bottle it. I have reached the point that I need to come out of my shell and be happy, be Carol. Thank you for listening to my rantings but it feels good to get my comments down. Lots and lots of love, hugs, kisses and great lippy to all xxxxxxxxxxx Carol  
    Jun 22, 2014 848