When I first began having sex in female persona I was still seeing women for a time. I then discovered I only was getting aroused with other tgurls or males. So I stopped trying to get hard with females & let myself admit to my homosexuality. It has been the perfect action. Once I admitted my being a homosexual I could become female in every way but the one I wanted to keep male. It's perfect for me.

I'am familiar with how much goes into tatoos, but most of the ones I see are not quality nor are they art. I have seen graffiti that is art,comic books by the 10's that are art. I have also seen some priceless museum pieces that were not art & how are they priceless ? Maybe because no one buys it. Art is all a matter of preferance, & taste. I don't have a problem with a small inconspicuous tatooo, even two if they're colorful, but if they tell your story, so do scars. Eva

I know I'm not going to get much love for this but here goes. I find tattoos to be un - feminine, un- sexy, a total turn off on a woman ( when I dated women ). Some women have more tattoos than Tommy Lee or a Hells Angel & it doesn't look appealing at all.I find dominatrixes more & more getting them. I see girls & young women with tattoos on their necks that look like prison tattoos. I equate them to prison & gangs. A lot of the tattoos I see do resemble jail tattoos. I also think of how that was a Jews id in Nazi Germany . When people tell me they are art I say tattoos that resemble jail gang tat's are the ones least artistic. And if you want to be an artsy student you go to art school. If it is art it should be in.. n a museum. I've concluded if you can't hang it on the wall or it is small it is a royal family piece Dutch royal .: This post was edited by Eva Evil at March 6, 2012 9:24:06 AM GMT

I knew you would approve.

I guess i've too many. I love coats & capes. I wear them for roleplay so I'am constantly on the lookout for more.

I at first didn't want to admit to my fantasy of being with a man while dressed. But it became stronger & stronger. After admitting I was a transvestite it became easier. I still had sex as a "straight" male, but with males & tgirls when dressed. Then I admitted I enjoyed dressing more than straight sex & sex with domination is the ultimate,along with special gurls. So I have men as subslaves,& sex slaves,tgurls both & consider myself a raving queen & complete homosexual when dressed. Unfortunatly in business I must be extremely discrete & straight. It isn't easy getting out of strip club trips & boys nites but I do. Thank god. Eva

When I saw an s & m magazine & saw a dominatrix for the 1st time. I wanted to be her. In that magazine was a dominatrix Evett Evill. I also knew I liked to whip & cause extreme pain. I had a slave ( the first man I dominated ) who said " you are pure evil with that whip". So from those 2 places came Eva Evil.

I own too many. 2 real furs, 3faux furs, & & & & ahhh. I have quite a few suits if I count those plus I have some that are part of a whole ensamble meant to be worn together. If I don't count those 24. If I do 49.

I believe in reincarnation after reading a few books about regression therapy. Plus the American country singer Johnny Horton told his best friend right before he died " I want you to have my best guitar. But if there is anything after death I will say the drummer is a rummer & he can't keep time ". Mr Horton died shortly after that. In the summer that year the Los Angelas Dodgers were in the running to make the baseball playoffs & everyone's keeping up with the team. Horton's friend was listening to the game on the radio. It starts raining unusually hard for L A in the summer.They hadn't had a game rained out in35 years. Well it rained more & more untill the game was canceled. Well Bottoms friend continued listening to the radio station the game would have been on when as a guest a psychic was going to take phone calls & do his thing. On the 1st caller the caller asks him if he should marry his longtime girl friend. The psychic tries desperately to get a vibe something " I don't get anything to answer your question" "All I can get is this saying so I'll dj you does this mean anything to you ...The drummer is a rummer & he can't keep time. What Horton told his friend he would say if there was any afterlife. Eva

Is it better to give or receive? With me while I'm being given one,the giver also receives. Or if I'm receiving I'am also giving it back. Someone has to pay for my pleasure.